EmilyRobles

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Today is a bad day by EmilyRobles, literature

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Today is a bad day

Today is a bad day. Small things bring up bad memories. I try to push them back but they just keeping hitting me like waves crashing on the rocks.    Most days I forget and It is almost as if it didn't happen. One insignificant word yanks me back into the abyss. The darkness, the pain it floods my mind.   Today is a bad day.   I want to crawl into a corner and wait for this storm to pass. "I am safe" I tell myself. It's been 15 years, the storm has long since past, but I still feel it.    Thoughts spinning round my head make me nauseous. This storm has made me seasick. I want to purge these m

Two seconds by EmilyRobles, literature

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Two seconds

Faster, Faster, I'm almost out of time. Finals next week, can go without much sleep. Just two seconds, that's all it would have took. Just two, to stop the crash. My world it shook. Tears, pain, pills, and blame that will never end. One helmet, left behind, for want of two seconds to get ahead. Time almost stops, The grate creeps near, and then everything drops. The life I had is gone, I do not mourn. For love gained is stronger than any pain.

Just A Car Ride by EmilyRobles, literature

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Just A Car Ride

Just A Car Ride I was sitting in the passenger seat. I was sixteen and a half. Looking out the window away from her. My heart pounding as I thought to myself, "Should I tell her? I should, shouldn't I?" We were in the middle

I love you by EmilyRobles, literature

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I love you

I'm bidding everyone adieu and moving close to you. The time for change is due. I'm starting everything anew In part because I love you. Yes, love as if it has come from above. How can this be? Something good is happening Oh no, not to me. No more feelings of darkness and despair? I can finally stop for a breath of air? No more thoughts of blades or blood. No more being stuck in the mud. When did I become so lucky? To have one love me so dearly? I thought the world was so unfair. But I can see how much you care. No more sweeping my feelings under the rug. I'll tell the truth, and you'll give me a hug. No more pretending to

Truly A Happy Ending by EmilyRobles, literature

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Truly A Happy Ending

It all started in April 2010. After an incident on campus I had a panic attack. The attack lasted over 24 hours and because it lasted so long I was sent to the hospital. I was told I would talk to a doctor and be given some medication to calm me down. I was taken into the Emergency Room around two pm and put in a locked room. I stayed there through the night and wasn't given any medication. The next day I was sent up to the adult psychiatric ward. The first thing I saw was a very large metal door and I got this overwhelming feeling that this was a bad idea. I was taken to the nurses' station and told the rules and how everything worked. I wa

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Today is a bad day by EmilyRobles, literature

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Two seconds by EmilyRobles, literature

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Just A Car Ride by EmilyRobles, literature

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Just A Car Ride

I love you by EmilyRobles, literature

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I love you

Truly A Happy Ending by EmilyRobles, literature

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Truly A Happy Ending

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Prices? by whateverjulie, literature

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Prices?

My spirt is free, but my body pays the fee. I made myself so sick, I have never felt a regret more thick I am so worried my throat is dry, please don't look me in the eye I don't know what to say, but I can feel myself fray I just wanna cry and I don't get why I wanted this so bad, just thinking I of what I almost had I didn't care when she told me I'm falling apart, I denied when she said it is more than my heart Last time she gave me 2 months this time she gave me 1, "just one more vile of blood and you'll be done" I made so many mistakes, I wish I had hit the brakes. but it is too late for a reaction, now I'll sit in pure distrac

Wrong of me by whateverjulie, literature

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Wrong of me

Is it wrong: I will do anything you ask of me? I will be anything you want to see? I will make anything if you will agree? I will never put up a fight? I will never hold on too tight? I will never preform without delight? I cannot ask anything of you? I cannot let us fall through? I cannot keep making this long over-due? What more is there to say: Here I am looking like a clown, baby I just hope you keep me around. I love the softness of your skin. You can play me like a violin. Leave your marks deeper then before, owning my wounds won't be a chore. Just kiss me sweet, make me feel complete. Wish I could hide away, in your ar

Birthday Girl by whateverjulie, literature

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Birthday Girl

You look at me like it is easy, but these aren't easy. My body is shutting down and my mind is fading out. The birthday girl got a call from the doctor saying, girl you could die. Only made me think I can leave life the same day I came to it. I do not want to leave this life; not after I put down the knife. Denial, tells her she will be fine; "Just work harder, it will go away." I couldn't let go for a day not even if I knew it would be okay. Love is everywhere for me to see now that I have no tears to write under a willow tree. The birthday girl won't call the doctor back, too afraid to change and get off-track. I am so indecisive w

Fly away, by whateverjulie, literature

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Fly away,

I'm waiting, for now its quiet. I'm sitting here looking at a cloudy sky, I wish it would rain... it feels like I've been waiting for a life time. I can feel the air changing... its getting cold. I hear the first whistle, and I turn to see its almost here. I crack a smile and stand up tall... so overwhelmed and relieved at this moment, for I know it will all end in moments. I hear the second whistle and I close my eyes, and sigh. I can feel the ground starting to shake, and I want to fall to my knees in fear but I stand tall. and now the third whistle, in unison with a thunder clap. the air begins to dance, as if it were trying to war

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Artist // Student // Other

Mar 22, 1992
United States
Deviant for 15 years
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She / Her

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I'm half Mexican (I don't look it uh?).

I'm one of seven children. two of my sisters are on here Kate

and Julie

I also love art.

I like to act, listen to music, sing, draw, paint, and read. I draw mostly anime. I love doing school work especially math.

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Current Residence: under your bed
deviantWEAR sizing preference: large
Print preference: unknown
Favourite genre of music: grunge
Favourite photographer: unknown
Favourite style of art: Dark Anime
Operating System: MAC
MP3 player of choice: Itouch (sounds dirty)
Shell of choice: Bullet shells? P90's
Wallpaper of choice: black
Skin of choice: dead white
Favourite cartoon character: Van Flyheight
Personal Quote: I'm not going to flip-out! I'm too tired to do cartwheels!

Favourite Visual Artist

Da Vinci

Favourite Movies

Like almost every movie ever made

Favourite TV Shows

In plain sight, law & order svu

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Evanescence, Linkin Park, Three Days Grace, 5FDP, and A7X

Favourite Writers

Dr. Suess

Favourite Games

Oddworld

Favourite Gaming Platform

Tools of the Trade

A paintbrush

Other Interests

snowboarding, swimming, playing guiter, playing piano, and going to college

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EmilyRobles

Sep 18, 2013

Is abortion ok after 5 months (If the woman's life is not at risk)?

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Yes

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EmilyRobles

Sep 18, 2013

It's been so long....

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Oh my gosh, I haven't actually done anything on here in like a year. So Stephen and I are still together, and we moved out! (FINALLY!!) I did up some friends for the Roswell, Zombie walk 2012 last year and mine took best in show. Not bad for only working on his make-up for 20 mins. I'm still getting shots in my spine, one scheduled for tomorrow actually. I'm doing yoga, weight lifting, and jogging. I'm almost graduated!!! three more classes including the one I'm taking right now. It's has been a long 5 years in college, but 2 AA's and one BA isn't too bad. Want to know anything else just ask.

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EmilyRobles

Oct 7, 2012

Post-op

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I'm feeling good. The epidural went well. It didn't hurt that much, and I couldn't walk for a little while. But my back hurts a lot less. The only problem is now I can feel how much my hips hurt.

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Happy birthday!

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Happy birthday!

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's march 22^nd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year! Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team

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Mar 23, 2015

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.

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Happy birthday!

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

It's March 22^nd which means it's that time of the year again and your special day is here! We hope you have an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!

Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team

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